Deal With it Words 1,145

As Seen Through A Spiral Words 6,778

AbFa Draco Words 18,144

Awhile Later Words 2,669 

I also got to thinking about Dean’s history in the AU.  He was obviously a drunk and he fucked Sam prom date and  possible more than one of Sam GF’s  he seemed to have “money problems” and people excepted him to be an asshole,  basically a pretty suck ass kind of guy. My question was who give Dean that history? The Jinn pulled all that info about Dean’s family  from Dean did he give Dean that history or did Dean unknowingly give himself that history and if it came from Dean that says a lot about how he sees himself. And it’s not a very positive out look. I know Dean is not really on the self esteem boat but  he didn’t even question his history in that world.  And last week in <i>Folsom Prison Blues</i> Sam commented that Dean fit in rather well in prison Dean did not reply and that got me thinking  no one fits in well in prison unless they have been there before (for now it seem cannonly impossible for Dean to have done time  the FBI agent would have listed any prior offences Dean had)or they feel  some kind of connection  to the environment and/or the other prisoners. I know Dean does identify himself as a  loner outcast misfit even a criminal.  I know he never got much positive reinforcement as a kid teen adult whatever. John doesn’t seem like he was the type to hand out complements….and well Sam is Sam and was possible to much in his own Sammy world to give Dean a good word…and he thought of Dean as a daddy’s boy.  But come the fuck on Dean you have to know you rock like the second coming of ice cream…. The Emo bunny that is  Dean Winchester is interesting and annoying becuz on so many points he play to typical expectations of the character type he plays but than he is so very much Dean….basically I’m sick of the in-depth emo I want some plot info an interesting monster or you know Sam dieing in Dean’s arms works to..

Peace

I realized I have put nothing much in this space. Just pictures and my word count. I’m trying to observe my writing habit so I’m keeping track of my word count for the year.  I don’t know what else to put here.  I have livejournal for whining. I don’t want to post fanfics here so what else can I put here?

I’m considering buying a digital camera but first I need to get my handy dandy film camera fixed. Many of my friends have digital cameras.  I can always use theirs but still it would be nice to have my own. Below are a picture of Z my friend and one of my favorite photo subjects and an older picture of a classmate.

Peace

Heart On The Slide  Words 515

Skyward Axis  Words 1,397

Add To Counting Stories

Heat Window  Words  2,079

In The Spectrum  Words 2,482

Nothing But Sky Words 800

Completed

Blue Sky Hold Up  Words  1,815

The Fit  Words  2,215

Water Rain Falling Thunder  Words 1,167

Old Doors Are Closing  Words  647

Accept This Fate  Words 1,657

Final

Words:

Worked On

Bed 12 Words 493

Lego Words 621

J/k Words 6,137

Events As the Fold Words 1,813

Witness Words 3,167

Crashing At The Speed Of Light Version 2.0 Words 818

Completed
That Song From Mexico Words 7,172
Bed 11 Words 1,039
And The Rain Fell Words 746
Holding Out For Rain Words 388
Truth 8 Words 733

Final Count

Words

Explanations Words 4,136

 Green Apple Leaves Words 6,145

In Young Man Eyes Words 1 170

Completed

Mother Mother What Do you See Words 1,249

Time VS Space Words 1,588

Final Count